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The Covenant of Amy Pond

And now abides faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
1st Corinthians, 13:13


   A danger in writing meta too often is that you can forget that you can write anything else; that you can simply say "I liked this episode because of this" or "I didn't enjoy this, because of that." Sometimes it's best to simplify, to go back to the fundamentals.

    So here are some of the very simple reasons that I thought the The Girl Who Waited was one of the best episodes of S06. Whether larger things spring from those, I'll leave to chance. 


 I liked the cinematography. The bright white nothingness of the anchor and waterfall rooms, the equally bright and frightening empty-airport feel of Two Streams' public areas (which were, I'm sure, filmed at some empty airport, but that Doylist perspective didn't ruin the effect for me), the deep and grimy shades of blue in its working environs, the gold and green-drenched surreality of its fantastical gardens, struck me immediately and stayed with me afterward.

    I liked seeing Karen Gillan show me what she can do as an actress. As much as I have become fond of Amy the character - more than fond, really, fascinated and touched by her narrative - and as much as Gillan has infused Amy with an inner light, I've always been aware of Gillan's youth and relative inexperience as an actor. But from the moment Older Amy opened her visor and showed her care-worn face to me, with every bitterly weary comment, I believed in the character. Gillan's performance was a small and welcome revelation.

    I liked that the episode focused on Rory, too. I liked that the lovely Arthur Darvill (goodness, the man's acting strengths creep up on one) told me more about how Rory sees the world, about what makes Rory strong and what makes him vulnerable. I liked that it showed me more about Rory's belief system, about how it, and he, speak unwelcome truth to the Doctor's power, about where his faith lies (and oh, how that in particular makes a shambles of the story to come, how it illuminates the blindness of The God Complex).

    I loved some things, too.

    I loved what it revealed about kindness, even if the reveal was ham-handedly obvious - that kindness without context can be cruelty, that true kindness can often be like a knife in our heart, or the shutting of a blue door in our faces.

    I loved what The Girl Who Waited told me about the lies people tell themselves, and the truths that will out despite those lies.  (Look at how a weary and bitter Older Amy, hurt by her apparent abandonment and desperate to make someone else feel the way she does, deliberately hurts Rory in turn by calling her silent robot a "pet." Then listen as her rusty little laugh, the one only Rory could have coaxed from her, gives the lie to her cruelty. Listen to the quiet venom in her voice when she addresses the Doctor and says she hates him more than she has ever hated anyone. Then look at her face when he says yes, he can take both Amys into the TARDIS, how she follows his instructions unquestioningly (more of that faith thing, there, too, but I digress.)   

    I loved what The Girl Who Waited told me about love. It reminded me that love sometimes looks like something else, and that it often bears only a coincidental relationship with kindness - especially when it's tired, when it's been so starved by solitude and the ebb of hope that it's cold and broken almost (almost) beyond repair. I loved its reminders that love doesn't always save the day, but that it can save one's soul (what did you think Older Amy's decision did for her, do you imagine? It didn't save her time line, to be sure. But it did save her. And how very Amy, to decide that it was better to burn out at the cruelly kind hands of the robots, than to fade away.)

    It should surprise no one that I loved what that The Girl Who Waited told me about faith.

   I won't go on at length about it. Simply consider that Amy could have let herself die at any time in her subjective 36 years once she knew she couldn't escape the facility on her own - could just have let the robots administer their kindness to her. Instead, she chose to stay alive, to wait for another day and another chance, either to save herself, or to hear the wheezing arrival of the TARDIS and Her madman, or to see again the man she loved, the man she ordered to save her.

    I don't know about you, but I think Amy made one hell of an active choice every day of her imprisonment, one replete with hope and faith. Was her faith in the Doctor, or in Rory? There was no question in my mind as the credits rolled, that she had faith in both of them, but that her ultimate faith was in Rory.

    It is also clear to me that she stayed alive because she needed to get back to Rory, to care for him. That's the secret about Amy; impetuous, self-involved, thoughtless and adventure-addicted Amy is the mask she wears to hide a much truer version of herself, as obstructive to our understanding of her as Older Amy's visor was to her face.

    She has a covenant with Rory, you see.

    A word about covenants.

    A covenant is not a contract.

    A contract can often be a very worthy thing, an admirable work of communication and agreement between two parties. But a contract is a formula, an algebraic toting up of one's duties and one's rewards. A contract is rational and relational; it says, "I promise that I will do this and this for you - if you, then, promise to do thus and thus for me." It always - always - goes on to say "If you do not honor your duties, I needl not honor mine." A contract holds within it the mechanism of its own destruction.

    A covenant says "What I promise you is not dependent upon what you promise me. You may break faith with me. I will not break faith with you." (And there's that faith thing, again.)

    It is why marriage, true marriage, is not a contract but a covenant.

    Here is Rory's covenant with Amy: Rory will always love Amy, will always listen to her and try to understand her, will always try to protect her, will always come when she calls, because without him, she will wither and be lost.

    Here is Amy's covenant to Rory: Amy will always return to him, because without her, Rory will wither for lack of her.  Amy will always return because she has promised to care for him, in her prickly, sometimes thoughtless and hurtful, unimaginably powerful way. She will return to him, will care for him, for all the days of his life.

    It is that covenant that powers Older Amy's decision. It is what renders her decision believable. After all the things she seems to have willed herself to forget in those 36 years, it is what stays alive in her heart, and what she remembers when Rory cries out to her that he doesn't care that she grew old, but that they did not grow old together.

    Older Amy doesn't give up her existence for nothing; she has clung to life with a tenacity I doubt many of us could have managed under the same circumstances.

    It is her covenant with him - not any logical argument, because what could be more logical than Older Amy's insistence on staying alive - that brings the two Amys together in purpose, when Younger Amy asks "What about Rory?"

   Her covenant demolishes the imperfect logic of continued life alone, or settling for the time-fractured imbalance of life together as Older Amy and Younger Rory.

    She gives her existance up because if Rory cannot grow old with her younger self, if he chooses Older Amy and she dies so much sooner than him, then Older Amy will have abrogated the covenant she undertook, to care for him all the days of his life.

    Here's another thing about covenants; they are a thing of faith.

    Amy kept faith.  She did not let love die, she did not give in to the false kindness of the Two Streams Facility. She kept faith.

    That's probably the biggest reason that I love The Girl Who Waited, and why I think it is so very, very much better than The God Complex.

    But that's another story.

Date: Sunday, 25 September 2011 06:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sahiya.livejournal.com
This is gorgeous.

I actually thought TGC was interesting, though rather less complex than TGWW, because it pointed out the problems with Amy's faith in the Doctor - namely, that it had become blind. I think that at the end of TGC, she still loves him and she hasn't lost her faith entirely - but she's lost the childish faith she had in him before.

But yes, TGWW was a far, far better episode, for all the reasons you say here.

Date: Sunday, 25 September 2011 08:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaffyr.livejournal.com
TGC was interesting, I agree, but for me it was so intrinsically flawed - that is, that its interpretation of faith was (in my opinion) so far off the mark that it rendered some of its central arguments completely invalid. Had it not made that mistake, it might have been a true exploration of some validly explorable questions - say, about the nature of faith and how faith informs the actions of the Doctor and his companions, to and between each other. Normally I am happier to experience a story in which the writer's reach exceeds her or his grasp than to experience one in which the writer has failed to reach for anything. In this case, however, I felt that the writer's aim was so fundamentally off course that I wish he hadn't tried at all, because the result was such a mess.

Mileage varies like whoah, obviously, and I'm in the process of trying to write my reaction to TGC even as we speak; we'll see where I take it, and whether my own reach might exceed my grasp. Heh.

Date: Tuesday, 27 September 2011 01:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] the-arc5.livejournal.com
Not to butt in unnecessarily, and I am just dying to see your reaction to TGC, but this comment is my gripe precisely with TGC. I thought it was terrifying, in a horror movie sort of way, which I liked (much more scary than "Night Terrors," honestly). I even liked the cast of characters we were introduced to. But the definition of faith that was proposed, the way that faith was described, the statement that Rory had no faith, among a host of other things, made the episode not a favorite.

Excellent redux of TGWW, though. I think you've got it right on the nose.

Date: Tuesday, 27 September 2011 01:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaffyr.livejournal.com
Thanks. The definition of faith, or lack of definition, really lies at the heart of my concerns. I'm hoping to get something up before the end of the season (I'm far too slow at this sort of thing. Sigh.)

Date: Sunday, 25 September 2011 07:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tardis-stowaway.livejournal.com
I love that even your simple review of an episode is so thoughtful and substantive. ♥ That was lovely.

Yes, The Girl Who Waited was a great episode. It hit the right notes for the characters and their relationships to each other in a way that many episodes in S6 have not quite managed.

Date: Sunday, 25 September 2011 08:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaffyr.livejournal.com
Thank for your very kind words; I'm just relieved that all the disconnected thoughts I've been having for, what, two weeks, finally came together in some semi-cohesive fashion!

Date: Sunday, 25 September 2011 09:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleurette.livejournal.com
Very well put! I agree with you! I haven't quite been able to put it in words yet, but I found TGC very bleak all in all...though it was certainly made more so when the Doctor left Amy and Rory on Earth and I wasn't expecting it.

Date: Sunday, 25 September 2011 10:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaffyr.livejournal.com
I'm glad it makes sense to you; with any luck, I'll be able to do as well if I put my thoughts more fully together on The God Complex.

Date: Monday, 26 September 2011 12:35 am (UTC)
ext_24165: (Rory I've waited)
From: [identity profile] clocketpatch.livejournal.com
This is a thing of beauty.

Date: Monday, 26 September 2011 01:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaffyr.livejournal.com
That is high praise. Thank you.

Date: Thursday, 29 September 2011 04:22 pm (UTC)
promethia_tenk: (the ponds)
From: [personal profile] promethia_tenk
I've had this open in a tab since you posted it, waiting to see if I came up with anything substantive to say in response, but much as with the episode itself, I find myself at a loss. I know it hurt and was amazing and sustaining and true, and you truly made the episode sing, so thank you for that.

Shall look forward to your critique on TGC : )

Date: Thursday, 29 September 2011 06:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaffyr.livejournal.com
Wow - that's a long time to keep a tab open! Thanks for reading the commentary, and I'm very, very glad that you liked it. Trying to get my thoughts on TGC and Closing Time together before Saturday ... ack!

Date: Monday, 10 December 2012 11:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladymercury-10.livejournal.com
I am not sure why I thought of this just now, especially since what I am meant to be doing is reading the online versions of my computer science notes to study for my final, but I did and I hunted it down, and it is very, very lovely. And I would stay and try to think of something more to say, but again, the studying.

Date: Tuesday, 11 December 2012 08:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaffyr.livejournal.com
I'm touched more than you can know by the fact that you wanted to read this, so long after I wrote it, and that you liked it. Good luck on your studying!

Date: Tuesday, 11 December 2012 08:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladymercury-10.livejournal.com
I think it is very easy to assume that Rory does all of the looking after, because of the grain in which their personalities run. But that really isn't true, as you point out here, and one of the things I like best about them is how hard they try to protect and take care of each other, even though they don't always know how best to do it. And how they both get to take turns being the hero, and the princess who needs rescuing.

I should still be studying. In fact I have my math practice exam open right now...but I also have a perpetually open LJ tab, so. :P

Thank you for the good luck wishes!

Date: Tuesday, 11 December 2012 09:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaffyr.livejournal.com
even though they don't always know how best to do it.

Exactly! And that's sometimes what I think derails some people who get angry about Amy's actions. They see some of the things she does as selfishness, and say "How could she be that way about Rory" or "How could she do that to Rory?" without taking into consideration that Amy tries to care for those she loves, sometimes without checking with the ones she loves and finding out whether they actually want that. It's something Moffat writes well, because I think he knows he's guilty of it - and he writes it well, also, because he knows we all are guilty of it. And Amy - impetuous Amy - is the perfect character upon which to project that.

Now when it comes to Rory, we don't notice him making that kind of mistake, but he does. He assumes things about Amy; and just because his assumptions are more often right than Amy's are about him doesn't change the fact that he's making a mistake - he doesn't talk to Amy, he makes assumptions. And when they're wrong, boy are they wrong. I'm looking at you, "I've always loved you more than you've loved me" silliness in S07E01.

And you know, I should be putting my Top Five Stories of The Year wrap-up together for my editor. Ahem. You go back to your math, I'll go back to my stories ... and we'll probably keep thinking about Amy and Rory. Heh.

Date: Tuesday, 11 December 2012 09:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladymercury-10.livejournal.com
Yeah, they are both pretty bad about communicating--which, to be fair, those are hard questions to ask, how someone wants to be looked after. But yes, Rory from the beginning had been doing things like making Amy leave her engagement ring in the box so it didn't get lost. And then there was their whole almost-divorce fiasco.

Which just made me that much happier when they finally had actual conversations while not dying during "The Power of Three."

Good luck with your Top Five Stories! I will try to go back to my math, haha.... :P

Date: Tuesday, 11 December 2012 10:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaffyr.livejournal.com
Yes, I need to go back and watch The Power of Three again; despite some problematic stuff at the very end, a lot of the relationship work between Rory, Amy, the Doctor and Brian was pure gold.

Yeah, trying to figure the Top Five is just as much fun as poking myself in the eye with my finger. Heh.

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